EMOTIC

I guess if your done breaking my heart, I should go
as I stared in your eyes you asked me why i was about to cry because I knew you're going to say goodbye
why can't you see how much you hurt me this time? you used to say you were sorry, now you don't, you don't even care anymore
you know I never hated you for not loving me, but i hate you for making me fall even more, when I'm trying to let you go
I'll never going to let you see through me, im never going to see you how broken I am inside
my friends constantly telling me to let you go, but what do I do when I start to cry?
I'm holding you back and yet I don't want to let go. I'm amazed to the fact that I'm fighting this emotions I never thought I would.
When you said you don't need me anymore I was wishing you were just kidding but when the world starts to pinch me into reality my tears starts falling, can't wait to get home and burst to death.

My head rest on pillow, I let the tears flown and ask myself, Why I can't let go.
I know i have said goodbye so many times before, but all roads lead me back to you.
but now, as I say this goodbye, I have this feeling that I will never see you again.
honestly I don't want to cross your path in the future because I don't want this feelings to come back and hurt me once again.
I know I'm not ready to let you go but, I have to let you go. Sorry if it took me this long to actually realize this is the end of my fantasy.
I still love you and probably will love you for a long time, but somehow i have to move on and get over you and the only way for me to do that is to be not around you anymore.
Like they say we can't forget someone we loved, we may want to but we just can't.
Love cannot be forgotten no matter how much we try and how much we pretend we know it is still love. It will always be there, FOREVER
maybe fate will smile upon us and we'll see each other again. SOMEDAY.

(Source: hungoverdelena, via permanentmochakisses)

1 year ago