Missing what is resting so far
I live in a forgotten place
on hills of flying images
from a time when I could feel
the fresh air brushing my soul.
It lies right in front of me,
but I cannot perceive its shape
it smells like long dead roses
and if I only could taste it
I know it would slowly kill me.
A crusade into nothingness
means more than a brief life
to those who seek an escape
from a realm of cruel cravings
into the back entrance to peace.
Tears, laughter, anger and more
those are my oldest friends
together we care for nothing
for Nothing cannot touch me
while I linger here, in my limbo.
Do not try to stop me,
do not dare to change me,
I am a prisoner to my own nature
and though I fight for freedom
I refuse to be saved.
Lost I am to the dark
as lost as a cold breath
in the blackest night.
as I stared in your eyes you asked me why i was about to cry because I knew you're going to say goodbye
why can't you see how much you hurt me this time? you used to say you were sorry, now you don't, you don't even care anymore
you know I never hated you for not loving me, but i hate you for making me fall even more, when I'm trying to let you go
I'll never going to let you see through me, im never going to see you how broken I am inside
my friends constantly telling me to let you go, but what do I do when I start to cry?
I'm holding you back and yet I don't want to let go. I'm amazed to the fact that I'm fighting this emotions I never thought I would.
When you said you don't need me anymore I was wishing you were just kidding but when the world starts to pinch me into reality my tears starts falling, can't wait to get home and burst to death.
My head rest on pillow, I let the tears flown and ask myself, Why I can't let go.
I know i have said goodbye so many times before, but all roads lead me back to you.
but now, as I say this goodbye, I have this feeling that I will never see you again.
honestly I don't want to cross your path in the future because I don't want this feelings to come back and hurt me once again.
I know I'm not ready to let you go but, I have to let you go. Sorry if it took me this long to actually realize this is the end of my fantasy.
I still love you and probably will love you for a long time, but somehow i have to move on and get over you and the only way for me to do that is to be not around you anymore.
Like they say we can't forget someone we loved, we may want to but we just can't.
Love cannot be forgotten no matter how much we try and how much we pretend we know it is still love. It will always be there, FOREVER
maybe fate will smile upon us and we'll see each other again. SOMEDAY.
if he just missed an inch of his jump, he could have died..
Dangerous tothemax .
People looking for pain.
Wtf. O.O This^
CAN’T STOP LOOKING AT IT OVER AGAIN.
where’s his mind?